1 [Sunday, December 11, 2011]

You had your way of playing games and making those little lies sound so true, I was foolish and blinded by your love to fall for it. The pain I felt was one thing you couldn't see. And there has come a time when it all came to an end, when my existance had no value, when my heart was just a toy you messed around with, when my tears were dancing a waterfall you luxuriate in watching, when my red flames burning till it melt every piece I had left inside of me, and when my flames turned blue... is when you realized its time to come back and destroy my sand castle that I've built for a while with no help.

18.9.2010 [Tuesday, August 9, 2011]

The night is so young
& the sky is so dark...
the stars are so bright
& the moon is so high...

.. Your always on my mind, and it scares me. I cry myself to sleep because I miss you so much .. Its been 2 years, oh zee where have you gone?



♥: بعيد لكن في خفوقي حفظتك

I Hate You [Sunday, August 8, 2010]

Its been 22 days and you seemed so crazy i never thought you'd ever lie to me. While we walk in our path i never saw another door that would end us, but suddenly you walked through that door wanting to know what was behind. You were so selfish you couldn't wait till it opens itself and you left me hanging for 4 days without a hint of you, I just can't believe you'd walked through the door of horrid dreams. Hope you never open my door and walk the path 'cause there is no more place in my heart for you right now I got too many on my plate that I need to finish, we're done please dont stay in contact with me.

Monday, 19 July 2010

I love you.

Im Crazy ~ [Monday, July 19, 2010]

Do you see that light that comes after sunset? Well, that's called a twilight. Imagine taking that light away you won't know what will the world look like, that's how i can't imagine my life without you. If you didn't mean a thing to me i wouldn't be talking to you right now, but you flipped my world from a Glittery diamond into a Sparkly diamond.

“Without your presence my heart will have no beat to survive”

Our Thang~ [Thursday, July 15, 2010]

It was 4 Years ago..
I met you, you've been the best friend anyone could ask for.. but then an accident had happened that separated us for too long.. after 4 Years we bumped into each other again ..


You were my Father
You were my Mother
You were my Brother
You were my Sister
You were my Leader
You were my Master
You were my Capitan
You were my Idol
You were my Best friend ..


You left just like that, I guess our old days was just a dream. I wont forget the day I met you again because I know it was the greatest days of our lives.
I hate the fact that mostly in every sentence "Were/Was" is in it because I could never go back in time and be there again even if i wanted to I couldn't .. It was hard I tried too much, I tried to the extreme to hide my emotions but i couldn't.
I never got to say Good bye I hope that just one day just one! If I could just talk to you again .. I guess that will never happen since we are so far, so far thats even hard to reach!

Glitter~ [Wednesday, May 5, 2010]

You once were like an Arch wing to me, you embraced me from the start to the end line. You carried me out when I fell in the middle of the line, you held me tight just like a cloth covered upon me. You kept me safe and you helped me stand when I fell. You made me smile when I frowned. You made my eyes sparkle when they teared up, But now I guess .. that no longer there will be an Arch to embrace me.

Once I was... [Monday, May 3, 2010]

I was successful, everything in life was going on so well since I shared it with you. I guess you got me hypnotized, I still have those funny feelings.. You shined my night when the moon was not there to shine. You taught me to be optimistic and im still "Optimistic". You were my guide in life yet, you were selfish. You weren't there for me when I needed you the most, but once you said "My presence will make no change". You left in a blink of an eye, and now I guess I crossed the seven seas and now it's time to go back to how I was before. Yet, there's no path to take me back where I was before.